Showing posts with label emotional. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotional. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Hungry Much?

The obvious starting point to me is the first habit I listed.  Only eat when hungry.  To many that would be a "Duh" habit.  Yeah, not for me.  I honestly don't know when I am physically hungry.  Of course, when my stomach growls I know I'm hungry.  That happens so rarely that I almost don't even remember what that feels like.

I seriously had to research signs of physical hunger.  I previously have eaten when I am bored, tired, stressed, excited, angry, sad....... My body seems to be "hungry" at the same time every day whether I just ate or not.  I found a website with a hunger scale and a comparison of physical hunger vs emotional hunger that help me understand my body's physical hunger.




It is still not easy for me to identify if I am physically hungry or not.  That is going to take some real work.  In addition to focusing on this habit I am also trying to really appreciate my food.  I am consciously using all 5 senses to think about what I am eating.  Surprisingly, the food is more tasty when I do think about it purposefully.  I am finding it easier to eat mindfully if I sit down at the table and turn all distractions off.  I allow myself to listen to an audiobook but don´t allow myself to watch anything or play phone games. When I eat mindfully and think about chewing the food I find myself eating slower, too.  So many habits are all working together making this easier once I get to the point where I am eating.  

Once today, I thought I felt hungry.  I was looking for something to eat.  BBQ chips screamed at me.  When I thought about the actual taste of them I was immediately turned off.  The only things that sounded good to me where mindless snacks.  Just like the chips, when I thought about actually digesting them I was turned off.  I guess I wasn´t physically hungry.  An hour later when I looked as some of those snacks as well as main dishes they all sounded good to me even when I really thought about putting them in my mouth. 

Today is really the fourth day of my mindful eating and health journey.  The first couple of days were surprisingly easy.  I wasn´t hungry nearly as much as I normally would have been.  I just thought I was hungry all the time.  I was one of those people who ALWAYS had snacks.  I think I have a real fear of hunger.  Analyze that!  However, Sunday was Fatherś day.  I did some mindless eating at the family gathering.  I am not sure if it is hormonal or what, but I am much hungrier today.  I still worked on identifying if it was physical hunger.  I tried drinking water when I felt hungry.  I went through the great chip debate described earlier.  Better habits!  Slow and steady!  Tomorrow is a new day.  I will keep eating when I am physically hungry and appreciate what I am eating.  In time, I will focus more on what I am choosing to eat.  At this point, I am only breaking the mindless eating anything and anytime. 

Calories - about 1400-1500
Feeling - had a hungry day but ate mindfully
Todayś weight 165