Tuesday, June 19, 2018

Hungry Much?

The obvious starting point to me is the first habit I listed.  Only eat when hungry.  To many that would be a "Duh" habit.  Yeah, not for me.  I honestly don't know when I am physically hungry.  Of course, when my stomach growls I know I'm hungry.  That happens so rarely that I almost don't even remember what that feels like.

I seriously had to research signs of physical hunger.  I previously have eaten when I am bored, tired, stressed, excited, angry, sad....... My body seems to be "hungry" at the same time every day whether I just ate or not.  I found a website with a hunger scale and a comparison of physical hunger vs emotional hunger that help me understand my body's physical hunger.




It is still not easy for me to identify if I am physically hungry or not.  That is going to take some real work.  In addition to focusing on this habit I am also trying to really appreciate my food.  I am consciously using all 5 senses to think about what I am eating.  Surprisingly, the food is more tasty when I do think about it purposefully.  I am finding it easier to eat mindfully if I sit down at the table and turn all distractions off.  I allow myself to listen to an audiobook but don´t allow myself to watch anything or play phone games. When I eat mindfully and think about chewing the food I find myself eating slower, too.  So many habits are all working together making this easier once I get to the point where I am eating.  

Once today, I thought I felt hungry.  I was looking for something to eat.  BBQ chips screamed at me.  When I thought about the actual taste of them I was immediately turned off.  The only things that sounded good to me where mindless snacks.  Just like the chips, when I thought about actually digesting them I was turned off.  I guess I wasn´t physically hungry.  An hour later when I looked as some of those snacks as well as main dishes they all sounded good to me even when I really thought about putting them in my mouth. 

Today is really the fourth day of my mindful eating and health journey.  The first couple of days were surprisingly easy.  I wasn´t hungry nearly as much as I normally would have been.  I just thought I was hungry all the time.  I was one of those people who ALWAYS had snacks.  I think I have a real fear of hunger.  Analyze that!  However, Sunday was Fatherś day.  I did some mindless eating at the family gathering.  I am not sure if it is hormonal or what, but I am much hungrier today.  I still worked on identifying if it was physical hunger.  I tried drinking water when I felt hungry.  I went through the great chip debate described earlier.  Better habits!  Slow and steady!  Tomorrow is a new day.  I will keep eating when I am physically hungry and appreciate what I am eating.  In time, I will focus more on what I am choosing to eat.  At this point, I am only breaking the mindless eating anything and anytime. 

Calories - about 1400-1500
Feeling - had a hungry day but ate mindfully
Todayś weight 165

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